Hi everyone :)
It's been a long time I didn't post in this blog. I feel like I am not going to write anything but then I change my mind. I started to begin my writing, after that I change my mind again. It is not because I dont want to, but I dont know how to end my story. The moment I start writing the first paragraph, I really don't know where my stories gonna end. I meet dead end every singles day I want to post. Pfttt.
It's the same as I don't know how my life gonna turns like or how my fvcking life gonna ends. Recently, I felt so depressed. As usual, it's always be the problem with the girls. I just found out that "friend" that I used to share my problems, my sorrow, and even what goes around my family, she is not what i thought she was. She stabbed on my back by doing the things that I never expected it to be. I put all my trust on her yet she doing that ( being the leader of a conspiracy ). The things that I hate the most, the things that I think would not happened to me. But eventually it is happening. OH FVCK. I certainly won't reveal the things that she did, because you know this blogging thing isn't quite safe. She didn't know that I already know what she did to me. I was pretending that nothing happened and just be friend with her tho IT IS FVCKING HURT AND ANNOYING to treat her as USUAL. As if NOTHING happened.
That is why I said, the world isn't changing towards what we want. I could have never imagine that the friend that I believe will always be there beside me, console me will turn to a MONSTER that eat victim in silence. Well, this is actually happening in every single community exists in the world. Tho I want my life would be perfect, colourful, cheerish but the moment I smiled, I could have never thought that someone outside there isn't happy the way I am.
What I am trying to say is live the life to the fullest but don't ignore the surroundings, the environment. Just behave yourself. DO NOT think everyone will be pleased with your actions. Beware of the peoples around you. I think I should make a placard "BEWARE OF THE HUMANS" replacing the old placard of "Beware of the Dogs". Even dogs can be trusted, but HUMANS ??? Nahhhh, I dont think so. I'm not saying that we should be paranoid or always being insecure. No, certainly not that. JUST BEWARE. You might not know when the PREDATOR might come after you. BEING CAUTIOUS not gonna harm you :)
Saturday, 15 September 2012
Wednesday, 11 April 2012
YG FAMILY SPECIAL ON STRONG HEART PART 1 :)
Apparently my blog is not a full kpop blog like my friends did. as far as i remembered, i never posted something about kpop on my blog. its not that i dont want to but im too lazy to write a post. kekeke~ but i will soon . im excited to post about BIGBANG ALIVE. but maybe later. kekeke~ but for now im going to let you enjoy this beautiful bond between YG Entertainment Family. Below video was from Strong Heart filming. Strong Heart is a talkshow where artists talk about their own story ( means happen in their daily life ) They will compete with each other to tell the best story, and the best story will be awarded a trophy for telling the audience such a good & touching story. This video was from recent aired Strong Heart in korea. around two weeks ago. Actually i want to show DINOSOUR TOP to my friend. she is none other AEYU ALI. so here it is DINOTOP. enjoy, & happy watching.
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DINOTOP will appear on part 2/5. so look forward for him. kekeke. and yeahh, TOP will make you laugh . From now onwards i will post more about kpop on my blog, especially about BIGBANG cz imma VIP and i am a hardcore fan of BIGBANG. goodbye for now and i will post part 2 soon :)
Monday, 2 April 2012
hai bloggers :)
hai :)
lama sudah tak update blog buruk ni. last update july last year ! wow ! sangat lapuk LOL. but now, im back ! mungkin tak update everyday, but i'll try LOL. kkkk~ reasons why i din update cz, satu- malas. dua- malas. tiga- sibuk. kkkk~ yang paling utama malas lah. haha. but now, tak boleh nak malas-malsa dah. kkkk~
for now, nak cerita tentang my life yang entah macam apa ni. last december aku melapor diri untyk latihan industri dekat I.Z.A. CONSTRUCTION CO. SDN. BHD. tu syarikat pembinaan lah kan. company yang aku buat latihan industri ni, banyak buat major kerja-kerja pembinaan dekat malaysia ni. antaranya, projek INSPEN dekat selangor, KKM dan lain-lain. saya dapat elaun RM200. ciput je. kawan aku dapat RM500 kot, dia praktikal UDA HOLDINGS, memang mahal lah kan. sekarang dah dekat empat bulan aku praktikal. 18/5 nanti tamat lah sudah aku praktikal dekat sana. bos aku jarang masuk office, busy memanjang. banyak sangat meeting yang dia nak kena attend. so aku just bergaul dengan akak office ni jelah. akak-akak ni semua baik, boleh lah gelak-gelak, tepuk tampar. tak ada lah kaku dan tegang je suasana office. fun jugak lah. aku banyak lah silap, tapi dorang semua ni sporting. beruntung sangat dapat praktikal kat sini. kkkkk~
sedang aku happy-happy ni kan. ada jugak bencana yang menimpa aku dan family aku. i shouldnt said its a disaster but yeahhh, we were choosen to face this situation. unfortunately, aku tak boleh nak share dekat sini, cz its too private for me and i dont want to gain sympathy from all of you. seriously, itu bukan cara aku untuk menagih simpati. so sampai sini saja cerita sedih. kkkk~
okay, one more thing. lately ni kan, aku asyik lupa jelah. aku pun taktau kenapa. aku lupa kawan aku sendiri. tak lah semua tapi certain people. hurrmmm, i wonder why. nak kata aku terhentak dengan batu ke, accident ke, tak adalah pulak. memang tak ada pun aku rasa. nak kata makan semut pun, agak-agak lah kan. takkan lah banyak sangat semut yang aku makan ni =_=" aku pun stress ni. aku kalau boleh nak jaga hati kawan-kawan aku semua. tapi bila aku tak ingat nama or siapa diri dorang, dorang kecik hati dengan aku. erm, aku lupa besties aku sendiri. so aku tend to tak angkat calls or reply all of her messages cz im afraid that aku merepek and she found out that aku lupa dekat dia. aku taknak macam tu. and and lagi satu suha rosdee ? aku baru ingat pasal dia. fuhhh, nasib baik aku ingat, kalau tak lagi lah bertambah sorang yang sakit hati dengan aku. aku pun tak tau apa lah penyakit sial yang aku kena. stress sungguh. for some peoples yang mesej dengan aku, aku recall memori aku dengan dorang. and by doing that, yeahhh aku akan ingat balik. im not saying that aku lupa semua macam kena amnesia. NO !!!! aku ingat sesetengah perkara. tapi sesetengah benda memang aku tak boleh nak ingat. entah lah, tak ada pulak aku try jumpa doktor, cz aku rasa macam aku ni pelik je. kkkk~ nak kata aku sakit kepala time nak cuba ingatkan, memang tak ada lah. macam over lah pulak kan. kkkk~ aku rasa as time pass, things will get better. so aku kena adapt lah dengan semua tu, as long as aku chill, semua benda pun akan baik kan ?
lama sudah tak update blog buruk ni. last update july last year ! wow ! sangat lapuk LOL. but now, im back ! mungkin tak update everyday, but i'll try LOL. kkkk~ reasons why i din update cz, satu- malas. dua- malas. tiga- sibuk. kkkk~ yang paling utama malas lah. haha. but now, tak boleh nak malas-malsa dah. kkkk~
for now, nak cerita tentang my life yang entah macam apa ni. last december aku melapor diri untyk latihan industri dekat I.Z.A. CONSTRUCTION CO. SDN. BHD. tu syarikat pembinaan lah kan. company yang aku buat latihan industri ni, banyak buat major kerja-kerja pembinaan dekat malaysia ni. antaranya, projek INSPEN dekat selangor, KKM dan lain-lain. saya dapat elaun RM200. ciput je. kawan aku dapat RM500 kot, dia praktikal UDA HOLDINGS, memang mahal lah kan. sekarang dah dekat empat bulan aku praktikal. 18/5 nanti tamat lah sudah aku praktikal dekat sana. bos aku jarang masuk office, busy memanjang. banyak sangat meeting yang dia nak kena attend. so aku just bergaul dengan akak office ni jelah. akak-akak ni semua baik, boleh lah gelak-gelak, tepuk tampar. tak ada lah kaku dan tegang je suasana office. fun jugak lah. aku banyak lah silap, tapi dorang semua ni sporting. beruntung sangat dapat praktikal kat sini. kkkkk~
sedang aku happy-happy ni kan. ada jugak bencana yang menimpa aku dan family aku. i shouldnt said its a disaster but yeahhh, we were choosen to face this situation. unfortunately, aku tak boleh nak share dekat sini, cz its too private for me and i dont want to gain sympathy from all of you. seriously, itu bukan cara aku untuk menagih simpati. so sampai sini saja cerita sedih. kkkk~
okay, one more thing. lately ni kan, aku asyik lupa jelah. aku pun taktau kenapa. aku lupa kawan aku sendiri. tak lah semua tapi certain people. hurrmmm, i wonder why. nak kata aku terhentak dengan batu ke, accident ke, tak adalah pulak. memang tak ada pun aku rasa. nak kata makan semut pun, agak-agak lah kan. takkan lah banyak sangat semut yang aku makan ni =_=" aku pun stress ni. aku kalau boleh nak jaga hati kawan-kawan aku semua. tapi bila aku tak ingat nama or siapa diri dorang, dorang kecik hati dengan aku. erm, aku lupa besties aku sendiri. so aku tend to tak angkat calls or reply all of her messages cz im afraid that aku merepek and she found out that aku lupa dekat dia. aku taknak macam tu. and and lagi satu suha rosdee ? aku baru ingat pasal dia. fuhhh, nasib baik aku ingat, kalau tak lagi lah bertambah sorang yang sakit hati dengan aku. aku pun tak tau apa lah penyakit sial yang aku kena. stress sungguh. for some peoples yang mesej dengan aku, aku recall memori aku dengan dorang. and by doing that, yeahhh aku akan ingat balik. im not saying that aku lupa semua macam kena amnesia. NO !!!! aku ingat sesetengah perkara. tapi sesetengah benda memang aku tak boleh nak ingat. entah lah, tak ada pulak aku try jumpa doktor, cz aku rasa macam aku ni pelik je. kkkk~ nak kata aku sakit kepala time nak cuba ingatkan, memang tak ada lah. macam over lah pulak kan. kkkk~ aku rasa as time pass, things will get better. so aku kena adapt lah dengan semua tu, as long as aku chill, semua benda pun akan baik kan ?
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