Monday, 16 May 2011

I LOVE MY FRIENDS (CHINGGU) :)

FORM 5 BATCH 2009 :)



Erm, i hate haters. HAHA. lets say if i would have magic right now. what would i do?. erm, definitely i want the magic gathers all of my chinggu. i really miss them. jeongmal. i will never asked anything else than this one wish.chinggu-ahh, i really miss all of you. no matter chinggu from primary till secondary scholl and up to my college friends, i really miss them. ottokae?. if only the magic occurs. and of course that is impossible. but whta to do, i've already dreamt about it. HAIZ. i've gone through so so so many obstacles in order just to protect the relationships. i've often hurt, but i don't really mind about it. because thats normal, everyone has done through the same things. and even chinggu stabbed behind my back. i pissed off. this is too much for me, i cried. why would chinggu betrayed me?. but then i realize something, is it because of me?. chinggu did such thing is it beacuse of me?. did i done wrong ? or is it i annoyed my chinggu?


FRIENDSHIP BETWEEN DPI1B :)


 i really can't figured it out. but no matter what, i can't blame my chinggu. maybe i've done worse. so let chinggu be that way. let chinggu live the way they want it. if chinggu have done well, then wahhh~ i'm happy too. i admit that i not a perfect person and yet i'm not a perfectionist. i will always be satisfied of who my chinggu are. i will never make them change just the way they are, i would be pleased if they maintain the way did it before. why would i change them? but if its for a better reasons, i think theres nothing wrong with it, i think i should. am i right, chinggu?. 


THIS IS THE FAMILY OF DPI :)

i'm kinda look harsh on the physical look, but who will never guess the little heart that i own. even with the small things, i would be touched. sometimes chinggu make me feel offended. and sometimes i did sulk just to show that i protest of what chinggu did to me. but how unlucky i am. no one turned up to coax me. HAHA. but i don't mind laa. people may took easy on me, but watch haa, don't mess up with me.



5 DAHLIA SUPERB LOLS :)




thinking back, i've cried a lot for chinggu. chinggu hurts me, chinggu do something that offends me, chinggu being mean to me, chinggu abandoned me, and even dumped for me. for the moment, my heart would torn apart but time flies, my wound heals. new chinggu appears. HAHA, if chinggu were not happy with the style or the way i treated them, mianhae. jeongmal mianata. i am really really sorry. :(

chinggu-ahh,
SORRY,
for every words that hurts you,
for every actions that annoyed you,
for every jokes that irritaed you,
for every moves that upset you,
for every conversations that bored you,
for every lies that i've been told you,
i've never mean that way,
it was my mistakes for hurting you,
i've tried to be flawless
i've tried my best to make you happy,
i've tried harder just to to let you down,
i've gave my all just to make you smile,
but what no matter what i did,
you'll never look at me,
i know that you hate me,
you were not happy with this relationship,
but, i will always love you, chinggu :)
for everythings that i've done to you,
I AM SORRY :(

A3-3 AWESOMEST BUDDIES :)







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