I LOVE MY FRIENDS (CHINGGU) :)

FORM 5 BATCH 2009 :)

Erm, i hate haters. HAHA. lets say if i would have magic right now. what would i do?. erm, definitely i want the magic gathers all of my chinggu. i really miss them. jeongmal. i will never asked anything else than this one wish.chinggu-ahh, i really miss all of you. no matter chinggu from primary till secondary scholl and up to my college friends, i really miss them. ottokae?. if only the magic occurs. and of course that is impossible. but whta to do, i've already dreamt about it. HAIZ. i've gone through so so so many obstacles in order just to protect the relationships. i've often hurt, but i don't really mind about it. because thats normal, everyone has done through the same things. and even chinggu stabbed behind my back. i pissed off. this is too much for me, i cried. why would chinggu betrayed me?. but then i realize something, is it because of me?. chinggu did such thing is it beacuse of me?. did i done wrong ? or is it i annoyed my chinggu?

FRIENDSHIP BETWEEN DPI1B :)

 i really can't figured it out. but no matter what, i can't blame my chinggu. maybe i've done worse. so let chinggu be that way. let chinggu live the way they want it. if chinggu have done well, then wahhh~ i'm happy too. i admit that i not a perfect person and yet i'm not a perfectionist. i will always be satisfied of who my chinggu are. i will never make them change just the way they are, i would be pleased if they maintain the way did it before. why would i change them? but if its for a better reasons, i think theres nothing wrong with it, i think i should. am i right, chinggu?. 

THIS IS THE FAMILY OF DPI :)

i'm kinda look harsh on the physical look, but who will never guess the little heart that i own. even with the small things, i would be touched. sometimes chinggu make me feel offended. and sometimes i did sulk just to show that i protest of what chinggu did to me. but how unlucky i am. no one turned up to coax me. HAHA. but i don't mind laa. people may took easy on me, but watch haa, don't mess up with me.

5 DAHLIA SUPERB LOLS :)

thinking back, i've cried a lot for chinggu. chinggu hurts me, chinggu do something that offends me, chinggu being mean to me, chinggu abandoned me, and even dumped for me. for the moment, my heart would torn apart but time flies, my wound heals. new chinggu appears. HAHA, if chinggu were not happy with the style or the way i treated them, mianhae. jeongmal mianata. i am really really sorry. :(

chinggu-ahh,

SORRY,

for every words that hurts you,

for every actions that annoyed you,

for every jokes that irritaed you,

for every moves that upset you,

for every conversations that bored you,

for every lies that i've been told you,

i've never mean that way,

it was my mistakes for hurting you,

i've tried to be flawless

i've tried my best to make you happy,

i've tried harder just to to let you down,

i've gave my all just to make you smile,

but what no matter what i did,

you'll never look at me,

i know that you hate me,

you were not happy with this relationship,

but, i will always love you, chinggu :)

for everythings that i've done to you,

I AM SORRY :(

A3-3 AWESOMEST BUDDIES :)

RESULT SEMESTER 2 SESI DISEMBER 2010

fuhh, apa nak buat ni ? result dalam beberapa jam lagi je nak kuar. erm, aku harap aku dapat result yang bagus. tapi berdasarkan prestasi aku time jawab exam tu cam tade harapan je. aku amik 4 paper. paper macroeconomics, commercial law, business mathematics, dengan business management. aku paling tak confident paper macroeconomics laa. adoyy, memang taleh buat paper tu. tapi aku betul-betul harap aku tak carry paper tu. erm, harap-harap carrymarks aku cukup untuk lulus subjek tu. semester 2 ni aku tak harap apa-apa pun. expectation aku sama je time aku semester 1. aku tak harap sku dapat AKJ (anugerah ketua jabatan), aku just harap aku lulus je. time aku semester 1 alhamdulillah aku dapat AKJ, pointer aku 3.52. aku rasa pointer aku cukup-cukup makan je. nyaris-nyaris je aku dapat pointer untuk melayakkan aku dapat anugerah tu. dah nasib aku, aku terima je sebab aku sebenarnya tak pandai mana pun macam yang semua orang nampak. orang expect aku pandai sebab aku dapat AKJ. tapi semua tu salah lah. aku tak pandai. dan aku tau kalau saku tak dapat AKJ untuk semester 2 ni, mesti orang akan cakap yang bukan2 pasal aku. aku tak kisah lah, sebab aku lagi tau sape diri aku yang sebenarnya. aku yang belajar, aku yang tau situasi tu sebenarnya. aku tak kisah lah sekarang ni tapi kalau aku carry subjek tu yang aku kisah. aku tak kisah langsung kalau aku tak dapat AKJ pun. kalau aku carry, aku tatau nak cakap macammana kat parents aku. susahlah camtu. pening ni. YA ALLAH, harap-harap aku dapat result yang elok dan aku lulus semua paper. AMIN~

semoga doa aku diperkenankan oleh ALLAH. AMIN ~

MY FIRST EVER BLOG :)

Erm, what I’m gonna say?. Let see, erm. Oh yeahh!. This is my first time of writing in a blog. I’ve never write in a blog. Well, actually I do write in live journal. HAHA. But its not too long because I’ve just started writing online. I do love writing but it is just I don’t really have the time to do this such kind of thing like thinking and writing a bunch of good words. HAHA. It is because I’m studying and I can’t manage my own sweet time to start writing. Erm, actually I’ve been arguing about this with my father because he kind not agree with me always surfing internet and just looking at the screen all the time. He said whats the use of looking at the singers or actors. HAHA. Because I’m a kpop freak. I can’t stop following the current news about kpop world. I love kpop stuff so much. And now, witout further delay I’m posting my first entry. HAHA. It is not I don’t to make a blog, but seriously guys I don’t have the time. HAHA. Actually I’m really good in writing. I can plotting a good story. usually i'm writing in my school scrapbook. after finishing the whole interesting story i would give my friends and also my cousin to read and happily to receive comment from them. i love novels a lot. HAHA. me , myself are also a kpop freak. there are some bias in kpop artist. HAHA. lets talk later about the kpop stuff. but for now, here it is my first blog entry. happy reading and i will came out with more ideas and more good story to tell.