Hi everyone :)
It's been a long time I didn't post in this blog. I feel like I am not going to write anything but then I change my mind. I started to begin my writing, after that I change my mind again. It is not because I dont want to, but I dont know how to end my story. The moment I start writing the first paragraph, I really don't know where my stories gonna end. I meet dead end every singles day I want to post. Pfttt.
It's the same as I don't know how my life gonna turns like or how my fvcking life gonna ends. Recently, I felt so depressed. As usual, it's always be the problem with the girls. I just found out that "friend" that I used to share my problems, my sorrow, and even what goes around my family, she is not what i thought she was. She stabbed on my back by doing the things that I never expected it to be. I put all my trust on her yet she doing that ( being the leader of a conspiracy ). The things that I hate the most, the things that I think would not happened to me. But eventually it is happening. OH FVCK. I certainly won't reveal the things that she did, because you know this blogging thing isn't quite safe. She didn't know that I already know what she did to me. I was pretending that nothing happened and just be friend with her tho IT IS FVCKING HURT AND ANNOYING to treat her as USUAL. As if NOTHING happened.
That is why I said, the world isn't changing towards what we want. I could have never imagine that the friend that I believe will always be there beside me, console me will turn to a MONSTER that eat victim in silence. Well, this is actually happening in every single community exists in the world. Tho I want my life would be perfect, colourful, cheerish but the moment I smiled, I could have never thought that someone outside there isn't happy the way I am.
What I am trying to say is live the life to the fullest but don't ignore the surroundings, the environment. Just behave yourself. DO NOT think everyone will be pleased with your actions. Beware of the peoples around you. I think I should make a placard "BEWARE OF THE HUMANS" replacing the old placard of "Beware of the Dogs". Even dogs can be trusted, but HUMANS ??? Nahhhh, I dont think so. I'm not saying that we should be paranoid or always being insecure. No, certainly not that. JUST BEWARE. You might not know when the PREDATOR might come after you. BEING CAUTIOUS not gonna harm you :)
